hmm, hav been goin training recently,
nid go everyday till safra close nw,
which is on the 25june i think.

the big range was under some renovation,
so the NYT n NTT shooters had to go squeeze in denker,
but onli 1, 2 days.
stress sia train with them,
feel demoralised with their presence, T.T
but training was ok larhhs, the results okok onli.

dunno whether the schs closing for another week cuz of the swine flu true or not.
wish its true,
sibei dun wan go sch.
sians sia..
still havent finish hmwork, T.T...

nw thinking whether to go in NYT or not..
its a big decision..
if i dun go tis yr,
i muz get into top 10 n get invited again nxt yr,
if cannot then i no nid to shoot anymore..
cuz i rly dun intend to go to JC..
its too stressful..
but goin to NYT..
i dunno hw to tell zhang...
nw me n bird discussing like a life n death matter, =.=