a short post b4 i go sch.

my event is coming soon..
i'm so scared..
despite you jiao lian n zhang jiao lian always say i can do it..
i'm still scared..
but i dunno wat i'm scared of !
thr's so many things i'm scared of..

i'm scared i would screw up
i'm scared i would pull down the team score
i'm scared i shoot badly then ppl would think zhang lousy, my sch lousy
i'm scared carene n xiu hong would blame me n hold a grudge against me if i shoot badly
i'm scared i would shoot lower then carene n xiu hong..
i'm scared i miss fire n shoot a 6 or sthing..

thr's so many things tt can happen !
i dun think anyone rly noes these thoughts r running through my head every single second..
feel hot n cold nw,
feel like my body n mind is stirring up a storm in me..literally.