life=stress

to everyone reading tis post,
pls dun do anything, or change anything, nor TRY to change anything.
cuz tt would jz mean, if i nvr said anything, nth would hav even happened.
some stuff should b done on one's own initiative.

well, nwadays, stress, pressure, emo lvl, has increased drastically.
i guessed it jz cant b helped, with Os coming, competitions coming,
try nw, suicide seems the best way to go.
wait, i take tt back, nt try now, it's like almost ALL THE TIME...

i'm rly tired of life...
i find it rly meaningless..
sometimes, well, cheekily but, if i died, who would rly bother or care, or even shed a tear?
feel like jz giving it all up..

ha, stimes i even feel my parents would b happy if i'm gone,
they're always complaining tt i'm wasting their money anyway.

my siblings would b happy too,
no one would b thr to scold them, beat them
n they can hav 1 more extra room, more money for their wants n needs.

frens, ha, do i hav any?
puh lease, nw i realized sthing, let me share it with u, it's been ringing in my head for very long, it's getting dam fucking irritating.

now i know, some of my so called 'friends' are the type to,
dispose of u asap after using u.

ok fine, i was naive.
thus i will nt trust ppl tt easily anymore.

after helping those ppl solve a problem, tt has been going on for MONTHS...
it's finally solved, n might even produce better results? idk
but well yeah, my job is done, then yupp,
disposed of asap.

well, i dun giv a fuck anymore.
right nw i'm helping 1 last problem,
after tis, i'm thru.

i can't wait to go to a diff sch, go NYT/NTT.
if i'm even going to live till tt time.

i jz rly hope for a car accident right now.
or dying in my sleep.
i dun like jumping/slashing wrist or wateva stuffs
it's too pathetic a way of dying.

jz praying for a car accident or sthing.