it's been over a month since i've last blogged.
many things happened during tis short span.
fights, cold wars, frustration, stress.
tis period of time is rly stressful n tiring.
wat with Os coming n such. hais.
i'm just counting down to the days to the end of Os.
all the best to all O n A levelers out thr. (:

just now listening to 'River flows in you' by Yiruma,
n thinking bout da who is away in KL right nw,
made me feel extremely sad,
tt when i was in the bus listening to it,
i started to tear, n it flowed down on cheek..
i noe it's silly n stupid,
but during these few days when contact would b frequent,
made me realise hw much more he meant to me..

he meant a lot to me,
but right nw, i could see n feel he meant even more..

i may not be the prettiest of girls,
for you to show off to ur frens,
i may not be the brightest of the bunch,
for you to ask me anything,
i may not be the richest of people,
to buy u expensive gifts,

but i know i treasure you very dearly,
u're the first person i think of everyday when i wake up,
u're the last person i think of at the end of each day before i fall aslp,
u're the one who has always been thr for me, thru thick n thin.
sharing my joy n pain thru my life..

i wan to be the one to be thr for u at arm's length,
for u to share ur burden with,
for u to talk to,
laugh with,
cry with.

the thought of u being with another girl,
the thought of u nt being with me,
the thought of u walking out on me,
made my heart ache,
made my tears flow,
made my will to live diminish.

i may still be young to say tis but,
i wish i can continue my life like tis,
with you, because,

i love you...